DREAM

just staring at the screen..still try to figure out what should i write tonight. while drinking gain 5 formula by Dr Rozmey that assume we will gain weight faster..errkk..i know sound cliche but still i try to gain weight with every effort that i have..haha..ok just forget about it. maybe after i think my body have a different then i'll tell u about it. right now i have no idea what to write in here. so, ermm..what about i tell u guys about what i do today? urm,,naaaaa..u'll fed up! hurmm..ma bf? yuckkk..alwayss.s..ok then..what about ma FUTURE???

erm..nice..ok lets start with what am gonna do after this...erm..i have lots in ma mind..after i graduate..n while am stdying! i think u guys know that am taking a business management, but is not that i just take..i love it..business is really ma passion. i really like it..i mean ..maybe after raya then i;ll open a online boutiqe in fb. u know to try ma startegies or whatsoever plan that i learn n make it real. well of course that i have a few partners. i mean u know. we need a money to do something n ma best friend n ma sister will be ma business partners . so, they will help a lot. we are going to sell hijab n few of shirt for start. n then add stuff after we think the business is going well. i hope n i pray that it will work out on uh! Insayaallah :)

erm..maybe when ma bf have a proper work..i mean ya he;s working now but still not stable enough to be a husband n am sure when the time is right then we will get marry.. is been a plan all along..that after i graduate and he got a better job . we are going to get marry. erm..actually this is also ma future plan as well. n of course that i will pass excellently in studies. and i hope that ma dad agree with me. that a big prob, but we need to pray to Allah to bless us and to make a easy way for us right? am pretty sure ma dad will understand. ^_^

next is, am gonna work and find an assets to ma future and ma kids. Haha . i think if i have a strength to dream so i should have a dream to do so. so what about your? if u have ur dream dunt scared to pursuit it. dont allowed people say u cant do it just because they cant. n try hard even if u have to lose everything for the beginning ..whenever u try hard n u pray n u believe..u will have everything in the end. and that moment u can smile n say.. i deserve every single bite of it! 

so i hope that u can follow ur dream like i try to follow mine. even to other people your dream is impossible but it is yours. not theirs . u have right make it happen or to just let go. sometime we need them ignorant to make us strong to prove them wrong !!

believing yourself !