giler.

rawrr

tension !!!

sekian, terima kasih !

Meraban Semankok !

Haha.

tension sebb byk bace books so kena ilangkan darah gemuroh seperti na masok show nieyh. Haha

dew pehal aq. ok 1st2 mao story mory cket. esok exam ! muahahha. best kowt exam esok. tett!!!

nampak ta permainan dye disitu. Haha, 

so, sebenar nye mood lutong dari semalam nie. ade ke patot letak pic gal tetek bersemboq kat wassap. rawrr menahan marah nie. ta nampak? sumpah kuaq asap keta da nie kowt exzos. ta caya. p dok depan exzos suh aboh aok start engine na? bawu rasa asap ka dak na? kih2

n forthemore themore nye, caitt adekew ayat cauh. walaweii,..trok noorrr grammar aq nim. acucucu betoi kan? namo? lantok lew.. Haha. skunk rasa best na nan mem2 sume. perh terbaek laaa.. ouh lupa na congrate kat dak gemok munchie giler. Haha . sebab da convo..aiseimann..da rasmi menganggor ko yew nenek! Haha . bile na aq rasmi kan ldang anggor ko uh? haha .semperna kegraduatan ko an , aq pown semangat berkobar2 na grad gak. weii tggu siak aq. Huhu. aiyaakk.. n one more thing giler..miss ko sanad2 auww.. ceyh,,.gedikss aq an..kih3..biaq p laa.. haha jgn care aq. ngee...

da2 sambong citer len, ok citer nie sedey skali..smpai mengaliq ayaq idong and ter sentap bulu ketiaq naa lao dengaq. cita nya seram . semlm mmba rhumah aq dok rasa ta sedap ati nieyh..aiyaa..kowt ada jembalang tanah ka . tatao la..naseb dop ada ayat quran. so recite la..smpai pagi tdo bertiga.. huhu motif citer? na cipta kontoversi la..cm ari tu.. Haha. walaweii lawak kemaen . haha

ok2. nantot tahap malaria da aq nie bha. so na krooohh dlu nie. so hope idop kowunk pown giler2 jangan kowunk giler da. tayah la na tambh kan ag ospital3 bhgia. susa krajaan na abes dwet tok kowunk naa.. haha.

perh. bgos na dak gemok da abes blajaq. aq jelez !!! weeii.. all the best darlim !!

exam aritu.. hoho muke inecent ork..wakaka

 

love Aidil Adha.

assalamualaikum peeps !
love love love and lots of love to u guys.
heeii..saje i na love uoll taleyh kew??? tett gatai..hehehehe

so today we celebrate aidil adha. actually today is for owg yg pergi haji jew kan? yekew? p i yg lebey nampk nye. Haha

so, kte pendek kan citer. why am so excited? because am happy. ouh btw like last year kteowng akan kai bju same for raye an.. so this year is ohsem. sebab kteowng wearing jubah. or abaya.

#maigodiloveit !

so today after friday prayer. oh yaa..aidil adha today is on friday so is really bless. so i feel bless and i after that we just go to ma mummy kg !

haha! tension ayat. k lha, i wanna share today's picture k..

what a bloody hell !!!

dalam2 meraikan kehappyan aq terbace satu post about something. ta perna bukak pown blog dye before this. p ttbe tgk dye follow ma blog. then try bukak. just one more thing before say something or write something about other person jangan ckp melulu or dengar sebelah pihak.

 i dont fucking mind if u wanna talk about me ! p accuse me to something that am not and wat u accuse is terrible is not cool guys. then if u can humiliate me then go ahead !! show the vdeo.( if u have. opss u just heard wat people said rite?) so, just because people talk about it . its not always true. 

n u are big enough to think i guess. wat i say in a blog. i never mention any name of anyone. full stop ! then i do not humiliate anyone. again i do not humiliate anyone n wat i did was a story teller. so i didn't say that am a good enough. nor perfect but i think u should judge it fairly. just because u close to that one person then u can put a blame on me. seriously i never said that she a liar in front of any ustaz. and if u there. then u should know or hear then, that ustaz is asking to take that video that show it to her after she in conscious. seriously u wanna blame me??? just dunt give a shit to me !!! if i wanna show around then is not the 1st time she is like that!. i can do all along. but i dont !! so plzzz think deeply before u pointing the blame on me. i cant accept that !!. 

but what i can say is, u are big enough then. is not ma prob anymore. talk about me badly? i dunt facking care. why? because am not live to satisfy u or ur fucking bastard !!. opsss cursing? ya so wat? u dont care about what i feel then so do i !!!. u can talk about me anytime u want coz i dunt fucking care. just give me a break. she is perfect and great then orite!!! am not the one who can tolerate to this kind of shit!  i dont use some else money !! i dont use some else shirt. i dont fucking shitting with anyone. so, if u think i am bad enough then good coz am not the good one.

so from now on BEB!!! i an't give a dem shit about this thing anymore, whoever knoe her. then know the truth ! am not hiding anything.

wat a loser post with a loser one.!! 

aZURA wON !! yeAH !

hye guyss..

 as i promise . today i share a picture of us in after the show and the final day. as u guys know or dont know. we won the 1st place. even they dont announce it as 1,2 and 3 but according to our mark. we are the highest mark among all. so, am very happy to direct them. and am very proud hee..
 so i dont wanna talk a lot so here the pictures. enjoy !!!

Promotion day and Drama performance !

assalamualaikum ..heyp2..

is been a busy day this few weeks. u know y?
that is because i finish up ma final project for this semesta, sigh* ffuuhhh !!!
i have two big project last 2 weeks. for HIE and for the HSP.
let me start with the 1st one. which is HIE. ok we not prepared so much . i donno why..i mean pamphlet is not ready and when we came out. i totally OMG !!! group len WHAOO giler presentation dyeowng. so i was like. i cant be happening ! then i remmber my advertisement that i do for that project. ok just used it for that presentation. luckly Madam Nadiah Enjoy it. fuhhh.. terbaik !!! it is an individual mark so im glad. i try ma best to capture madam nadiah heart while try to be confident in the same time. Haha. i think i did a good job ! n on that day i also be one of iki's presentation model for his group. which sell caftan, so it was a good day anyway. here some pictures that u guys can enjoy it.

waiting for our turn. hehe while eating colek buah sample from other group

still pose !

NMS group ! 

me crazy..haha .

me wearing iki's caftan on the promotion day with the others .

ok then, we having fun at promotion day, and even Madan Nadiah said that we are the best section in the whole section for our batch. she said that se put and higher expectation toward us. so we are proud of getting that kind of honour from our lec. even we a lazy, absent. but we still the best. so that how ma final for HIE sub end. fuuhh.. one down 5 more to go..

the other one is the biggest presentation i made before. which is for HSP sub. a Drama performance. i mean, i basically worried somehow about it, they can do it or not. so i just hoping the best for them. and when the is come. they did great. even we have some mistake and gap but we still manage it very well . with not enough crew and prop ! our drama is ohsem i think. Haha .. n i proud of it. i think the judges also like it. n somehow people said best thing didnt happen twice. but we prove it wrong. Mr Iqbal also said that we are the best section ever.. Haha. we are very lucky or wat? Haha . now we just need to wait for the result. well, am kinda confident that we will be on top 3. but there have 2 group that need to perform so, hope they dont do well. Haha . we'll see the result on this 23rd. cant wait.,. i upload the pictures, on the 23rd ok? Haha . 

then see u on the 23rd..sayonaraa

HOW CAN I IMPROVE MY COMMUNICATION WITH FAMILY, FRIENDS AND LECTURERS (WRITTEN BY NOR BANU MUSTAPHA)

Communication is important for us to get what we want, to explain thing, to ask about something and to get to know people. there a few things that we can use when we are communicate with people, family , members and our lectures !!!  :) i'll give u some tips to improve our communication with them .

Be honest !!! 

Some people have never been very open to others in their life. Heck, some people might not even know themselves, or know much about their own real needs and desires. But to be in a relationship is to take a step toward opening up your life and opening up yourself. Little lies turn into big lies. Hiding your emotions behind a cloak of invincibility might work for you, but won’t work for most others. Pretending everything is alright isn’t alright. And giving your partner the silent treatment is about as useful as a fish with a bicycle. In the desert. At night. These things may have “worked” for you in the past, but they are all barriers to good communication. Being open means talking about things you may have never talked about with another human being before in your life. It means being vulnerable and honest with your partner, completely and unabashedly. It means opening yourself up to possible hurt and disappointment. But it also means opening yourself up to the full potential of all a relationship can be.

listen !!! 

always stop and listen to what they wanna say to you , always be there when there are talking to u, listen to them and always be a good listener to them , always support them and trying to help them when they have a problem. u need to know what they want and try to deal with it..is not always about u. so is how u communicate with them, sometime u just have to listen to others voices as well. so no misunderstanding or heart feeling happen and your relationship is save.

confident !!! 

we must always confident when we a communicate with someone , we must have a good atitude and talk with full of spirit, we have to communicate with more confident , what i mean is u must give your words and point your view so that they can accept what u try to say or try to do and u also can give them a great expectation to them. but dont feel to much confident it will be a negative side then. 

sometime being in our society u need to be polite because Malaysia is really stick to society. so as a Muslim we also have some rule in communication..so just turn to that then u'll be in good communication too. ^_^

 

 

 

 

 

 

HOW CAN YOU BE A BETTER PERSON IN FUTURE (WRITTEN BY NOR BANU MUSTAPHA)

wooowww !!! that's is what i taught before , how can we be a better person in the future ??? well, i wish to be a better person form now on and for a future..there's a few step of how to be a better person in the future :)) 


Firstly, we can spend time with our family, it is a truly experience for u , spend quality time with your family such as doing something like go to holiday or camping. go far away from the T.V can help you go into the minds and hearts of your loved ones, allowing you to help them with any problems they may be experiencing and getting to genuinely know them. Studies have shown that children that eat dinner as a family are less likely to do drugs, alcohol, or be depressed. Just fifteen minutes a day with family can deeply help everyone involved. i think thats a totally a good thing that i can do . :)), 

then , secondly i want to finish my studies ,There are so many opportunities that i missing out on if i refrain from getting a formal education. Job opportunities will be opened up, i will gain respect from colleagues, along with the bonus asset that i become more intelligent. It is never too late to go to school. after i finish my studies , i want to be a business women , i want to open a restorans in the future , i want to find a money for my family for the recompese of support me for my studies and others. then , i want to stay active everytime !!! ,because i want to look young and always look nice infront of people , well , i thing thats is important for me ;) , then i want to be healthy and fit bacause it's allows you to perform more tasks with ease and precision. 


thee other step that i thing it can be use to be a better person is think before we speak , well , this is important to, if we dont speak well, people will hate us and we will have no friends , maybe ;O , hihihi  ,so , we must speak politely with all of people. A good listener tends to be a good person, and trust from others will follow. When we have the power of someones trust, do not take it for granted. Use this trust, to help people better themselves.:)) , then , we can make a change in our life to ,try to change slowly, we can be a better person in the future , Try one new behavior at a time. You cannot become a better person overnight. It is a process. You should change your habits and your mind will follow. A habit forms and breaks with one month.  ,then do the thing that you love to do !  ,for me i love to shops! arghhh ! i really love to go shopping with my friends and my family , i will look for some clothes , pants , or something like thats , hahaha , owwhhh ,dont forgot i like to eat too .i thing thats all for me on how to be a better person in future.

Drama Drama Drama !!!

Assalamualaikum uolss..

today i am really excited about ma blog's new look..i mean if u can see that i really put an effort doing it. it really complicated playing with code and HTML . so this is what i actually did, and i think is cute and is not to messy and i guess is work out !!!

so, tomorrow is thursday and my college will be celebrate eid! n of course i have practice with iki and others for him promotion's day coming soon, it will be ohsem ! we gonna do a fashion show, wearing hills n it gonna have catwalk.! yay ! am gonna be one of his models. so watch me !!! ^_^

i have 2 or 3 final project that am doing right now which is, english drama for HSP sub, i have promotion's day and a presentation for HIE sub and also few assg for PMK sub and i kinda worried about PEC sub. bcoz ma lec is deliver a bby and she is in break . so we still dont have a replacement lec for that sub. and i donno what to do actually., is like a HSp have a  new lec bcoz my 1st lec is going to HAJI but PEC is a tough sub. it kill every student and they dont have a lec for it??? i have no idea about it! is been like before we even sit for a midterm exam. so this is Suck !!!

whatever..

erm..my place is been upside down. u know we have a few misunderstanding with each other. and i think we just being selfish!! is not like normal place right now.we need to watch everything. from wash dishes to moping floor and rubbish and every thing every where. it felt yuck !! cant be comfortable in our own house. i just can breath perfectly only in my room..so that why i spend all my time after clazz at my room. no sosial at all..only with my friends but in downstairs..uh uh!i just go to kitchen or washing machine ONLY! sigh *
i guess it is for the best!

ouh i just know something that make me shock for a while. u know i use to have a close friends and now we like dont know each other. but the suck thing about it is when we hate the same gal and i dunno she hate that gal bcoz she is ma friend at the moment or she just acting or stuff. but when we are fight she just close with that gal. shit right.. all the time we share story and anything about stuff and now i dunno if she talk about me  with that gal or anything but seeing her close is definitely make me think that she is person we cant trust. i felt like been betrayed on 1st side and i think is not my business anymore on the other side. i dunno maybe is a good thing we dont fight to anyone but when we know the story and we like be friend with that gal nope actually to be close friend ????..is out of question. i just hoping all the best for her. even she is not my close friend and we do not talked to each other anymore. am glad that i know real her earlier.

what i hold now is. be nice to people. just step aside from people business and just live my life. i know how it feel to be hurt by the one we care and i dont wanna feel that again..

but life is ok..one or two go..it replace with lots of people who care. so am grateful that i have a good friends and i hope they happy being with me too.. ^_^

in meantime, i have lots of extra time (i actually have time???) Haha. so i decide it i wanna play a guitar..is been all along to have some kind of excitement playing a guitar.. watching people play it and i really excited so now i think i will learn it and i hope that i will not give up coz its really tough !! urghhh..

so i think that it ! see u next entry..sayonara people !! ^_^

am dead !

hye guys..whassup? am seyesli dead guys. am just like egg that ma mom going to cook! sh*t . well i supposedly do a commercial advertisement, and the 1st due date is like next week. and am kinda planning and have an idea to do it, but after a day , ma lec said that the due date will be on this Thursday and i was like..wat?? r u kidding me?.n the best thing is i forgot to bring ma handycam!! waoo..seyesli it was like a nightmare and who shoot a commercial advertisement using a phone? n i was thinkg of do it tomorow bcoz i already look for the model and i hope it will be smooth .

so, i really have a blurr mind ryt now. n i kinda of worried about tomorrow and i hope it will b worth it. i really put some effort this time. and tomorow is really bz day, i got a meetg with director tomorow. is not ma mistake anyway. dis collge management was suck !!! wat a bad luck!

if i can say a word ! RAWWRR

HOW TO BE A GOOD PUBLIC SPEAKER . O_o

Assalamualaikum guyss..

hye there..this is my second entry for hsp sub O_o..so i make it fast ^_^. before that, today is Thursday. i already done with my midterm ! today's exam totally suck ! i dont even know what i wrote. wateva ! so our topic today is How to be a good public speaker?. honestly i have no idea about this, what i know just what i do in college. i mean presentation in college and so on. i think i also got in few competitions but only in college so what can i say is the first thing u need is knowledge, whatever issues or topics that u need to talk u need to have knowledge about it. do your homework. dont just take the title and talk nonsense. it will show your weaknesses. so knowledge is important not only just for presentation or as a public speaker but for life. u will be more confident when u know about thing !!!

so the second point is related to 1st point which is confident level. for a newer of course they will be a pressure or nervous much when u want to talk in front of people. so what u can do is try to relax and take a deep breath ! just think that they just a bunch of kids sit down and listen to your story. so confident level is different for me and u. so u will see some people can speak without fear but others like they wanna go to the war. Haha . is not that the person who can speak bravely is not nervous but they hide it and control it ! so here i give some tips to control or hide your nervous much except that what i told u earlier. what i do is try to act cool and just speak like you speak with your friends. it actually according to your situation. if it some kind of formal thing u will talk so put some formal language but if it just a normal situation take it as chatting with a friends. i mean lots of friends, Haha . well ma light is distracted me, Haha. i have some "RAYA" light in ma bedroom. and it just "lip lap lip lap". it is so cute because it is pink ! which is my favorite colour.  and when we turn off the light it just like a stars but in pink and it round of my bed ! yay !! OK then we continue.Haha.. i just mention the light because i just bought it yesterday ! Haha . and i kinda excited. i show u the picture of it later ok ! ? other tip is hold ur hand together. it avoid u from touch your body while u in the middle of the speech, am not usually doing it but it help. or u can just play with your hand by doing like u were explain the situation also can help u. next is say "Bismillahirahmanirrahim" . for me this word is to ask Allah my god to save me and to make sure i do well. actually u can make it as habits . if am not mistaken there a song that song from my favorite Nasyid group Raihan that say "dimulakan dengan bismilllah diakhiri dengan alhamdullilah" which mean start with bismillah and end with alhamdullilah. that's mean we as a muslim should say it everytime we wanna start doing something, not only for a speech also when u do anything. so i hope my tips is something usefull to u guyss..

ok then, the other thing u can do to be a good public speaker is practice. in every things u do. do it again and again and it make u do better. so same goes to this, just practicing. in front of the mirror or your friends or whatever or whenever u feel comfort with. it doesn't matter as long as u can improvise your skills. 

i think my FB is distracting me now by writing more about this (actually im out of ideas)  Haha. so i stop here. and another 2 entries is doing by my partner . NOR BANU BINTI MUSTAPHA which the title are how can you be a better person in life which i think is nice thing to talk about and the other one is  how can i improve my communication with my family, friends and lecturers. so see you soon..enjoy the pictures...

it kinda messy but ignore it. i just wanna show the light. hee ^_^

i just wondering , when we are kids whenever we saw or know our friends doing bad thing we gonna tell their parent..
but now we be the one who cover for them !
i just dont know why when we are kid we know how to think but when we grow up we just loss that !!

 hee ^_^ bye guysss .. 

HOW CAN STUDENT IMPROVE THEIR BASIC KNOWLEDGE IN ENGLISH LANGUAGE !!!

Assalamualaikum guys.
ok this entry is for my lecturer. she is dying to make us do a blog entry which the topics is sooooooooooooo boring ! opss. Haha . ok today is ma second midterm, while waiting for my exam i think i finish up the 1st entry which is..wait!? where is ma task again? RAWWRRR.. ok here we go..

The 1st entry is " How can student improve their basic knowledge in English language"?? so how can i or u or OK u too can improve our knowledge about English??? i'm not so sure but what can i say it according to my personal opinion or what i do is watch lots of English movie.. i mean nowadays MELAYU don't make a great movie so i definitely go for a English movie..i don't know why Malay people don't know how to make a good movie. i mean if u watch scary movie..is not that scary ..it full with stupid joke or whatsoever..full of RAJALAWAK or MEGALAWAK or LAWAK people..i don't get it..it's suppose to be a scary movie..but it really different in English scary movie.. for example.. the new movie on cinema right now THE POSSESSION.. trust me..i never watch it again.. OK what the H**L am rumbling. what i try to say is watch English movie or u know stuff like that.. it will make us know new word in different situation so u will learn a lot. but don't just watch and see the subtitle.. coz lots of people watch a English movie but just read the subtitle..is just wastedddddddd..

OK the next things u can do is give a English song to your lover..auwww that's sweeettt !!!! when u wanna give your lover love song or stupid song in English. so automatically u must know the meaning of the words right ? so look for the meaning and the meantime remember it. is just a simple thing to do and make it more excited even with your love one..hik3 am sure ma lecturer will go ballistic when she read this..and say why she always use a love thing kind of stuff..HAHA. I HAVE NO IDEA??!!! Haha. it just a fun way to basically improve our English right ? (not our lecturer) Haha . is for the young people like me ! or easy way is student.  ^_^ what can i conclude is teenagers or Y generation is always talk about love.. or think about it because they might think they are adult now and they can do thing like love because we in the college and no one can say something about it. u know when we are in high school we always being provoke by "don't fall in love now u can meet lots of people in uni . right now is time for u to study"..hehe so that is why..then parent will not blame us again..kih3 please give a W** face to me right now.. Haha.

when i started rumbling i lost the topics AGAIN !. OK, back to the issue right now,  u can also improve by talk everyday..in ENGLISH yess!!! this is my experience. u can do it too, ok when i started study at Linton Uni College..it is an international college at Mantin known as Legenda College. i have variety of friends . u named it! Nigerian? chines? Indian? Arabian? n so on. what we use is.... English everyday.. even the lecturers is outsider . so i have this 2 BFF. she is Nigerian and Zimbabwe . or u can say is African . what i try to say is, they kind of improve my English why ??? . because everyday i hang out with them. chilling, partying or shopping together. and i speak English all the time . at 1st ..yaa..it kind of difficult to speak faster but when u speak all the time day and night. u became DAMN good ! trust me. so that why when people ask where did i learn to speak like that? i said practice make perfect right? heee.. ^_^

okies,,,the last thing that i can think right now to make our basic English good is u need to have a passion.. passion is when u like something. u feel complete when u do it. it can be anything. so u need to like english before u can major it. if u are forcing it u maybe can achieve it but i don't think it will be easy. it will have lots of fun if u like what u do. so same here with English. u need to have passion or if u think it hard, think it other way. say positive things. like English, or right now they have segment in TV. Oh My English!!! 0_O. watch that. even i watch it with my sisters if i back home ! it is a fun way to learn it,.

almost one now..i got PHR exam on 2.30.. huarghhhh,,,sleeppppyyyy.. need a take a nap for a little while. so i cut it right here for now,,see u in other 3 article about thisss stuff ! sh*T.. HAha. ouh if u notice i dint do much a short fon. ! haha u know why !!! haha. ouh btw for ma LECTURER while u are reading this, u can be my follower as well.. haha AM A CELEBRITY ! LOL ! Haha... see u guys soon..daaa

THIS IS SOOOOO CREATIVE !!! see..u can do anything..take a moon if u want to. u just need to think howw... ^_^

 

out~

assalamualaikum..
haip2 all!!...

tettt..tension..fuhh...dis week crazy btoi!..sangat memBZkan hoho !
n byk kuar dwet gak ! perh ta smpai 2,3 ari dekat rm2000 abess,,pewitt..bkn 200 hengget..dua ribu ringgit .
boros kew gue? agak lah..aish..tu pown pakai2 raye lom beli ag an? adush!  so tomolo ar ..i got a pelezentation maa..so ar. am still not prepare lorr..aiyaa..ini macam ar tara bole jadi woo..gimana ini ar..lagi pula ar, nunu sama itu mimi still unknown to sign ar..aiyaa..ini olang ar mna pegi pown tara tao ar..sula lupa ka..plesentation ar..so ar esok jugaa wa ala test lor..pec maa..aiyaa..ini tala bisa..aiyaa...

adush pehal slang chines nie..ish.wat i try to say is, i really have erm bz week..also i have iftar at horisson garden hotel tomolow arr..aish..esok maa..cgt penad ooww..n bju for that iftar pown tadew ag nie..arghhh..tension ar
cmne nie? OMG !!! aishh...tension ! erm..penad la weyh ! n futhermore am very happy that ma lens just arrived and ma dress also..but am kinda unsatisfied with that dress coz is kind of different from the picture. but wat can i do..da purchased an?. so take it jela..aish. n also da post bju melayu shaher. cgt jaoh maa..jln kaki..sgt FUCK ! pos laju da ta take parcel from kprmkb ag coz sume da manage kat kptm lembah sireh..so am suppose to walked about i dont 15 mnts..to just post out the bju mlyu..aiyaa..so thirsty u know..i the middle of hot temperature . i think i break in up ma fasting but u  know..i dont! n am pround wif maself! hahaha. taley blaa...kih ^_*

papepown..got the day! so..hope u guys too..
gtg !
ttyl . byeee

DREAM

just staring at the screen..still try to figure out what should i write tonight. while drinking gain 5 formula by Dr Rozmey that assume we will gain weight faster..errkk..i know sound cliche but still i try to gain weight with every effort that i have..haha..ok just forget about it. maybe after i think my body have a different then i'll tell u about it. right now i have no idea what to write in here. so, ermm..what about i tell u guys about what i do today? urm,,naaaaa..u'll fed up! hurmm..ma bf? yuckkk..alwayss.s..ok then..what about ma FUTURE???

erm..nice..ok lets start with what am gonna do after this...erm..i have lots in ma mind..after i graduate..n while am stdying! i think u guys know that am taking a business management, but is not that i just take..i love it..business is really ma passion. i really like it..i mean ..maybe after raya then i;ll open a online boutiqe in fb. u know to try ma startegies or whatsoever plan that i learn n make it real. well of course that i have a few partners. i mean u know. we need a money to do something n ma best friend n ma sister will be ma business partners . so, they will help a lot. we are going to sell hijab n few of shirt for start. n then add stuff after we think the business is going well. i hope n i pray that it will work out on uh! Insayaallah :)

erm..maybe when ma bf have a proper work..i mean ya he;s working now but still not stable enough to be a husband n am sure when the time is right then we will get marry.. is been a plan all along..that after i graduate and he got a better job . we are going to get marry. erm..actually this is also ma future plan as well. n of course that i will pass excellently in studies. and i hope that ma dad agree with me. that a big prob, but we need to pray to Allah to bless us and to make a easy way for us right? am pretty sure ma dad will understand. ^_^

next is, am gonna work and find an assets to ma future and ma kids. Haha . i think if i have a strength to dream so i should have a dream to do so. so what about your? if u have ur dream dunt scared to pursuit it. dont allowed people say u cant do it just because they cant. n try hard even if u have to lose everything for the beginning ..whenever u try hard n u pray n u believe..u will have everything in the end. and that moment u can smile n say.. i deserve every single bite of it! 

so i hope that u can follow ur dream like i try to follow mine. even to other people your dream is impossible but it is yours. not theirs . u have right make it happen or to just let go. sometime we need them ignorant to make us strong to prove them wrong !!

believing yourself !

The Zachary's Family o_O

trase na mngisi kekosongn nan post somthng about ma fmly...:)
tatao na tuls pew..uke then i try ma bezz to descrbe about ma fmly..not lyk norml fmly we diffrnd..:)
well dlm family kteowng ta besar ta kecik..sederhana jew :)
ade abah, mama, mami, along , angah (sy letew), acik, momok, rina and adam. opss dont forget the one who byk jase kat fmly sy. iaitu mok (nenek sy belah abah). so theres a 10 in ma family. as u can see i got 2 mums. one is mama ma blood mum n another one is mami. ma step mum.
so, along, acik n momok is ma sis n bro with the same mother which mean Rina and adam is ma sis n bro to another mother. ma real mum unfortunately is the ex wife of ma abah, (da cerai ) so, as long as we know n care bout each other. we are happy :)

so i really dont know how to say this but urm, surely is really hard without mum beside when we little coz me n ma sis(acik) stayed with mok when we a little. is difficult for 1st time but now we kind ok.
it make me matured as what happen. bcoz i stick to one . which is anything happen for a reason . dan sebetul nye btol letew..he


ok. am showing ma  ABAH 

lelaki nie la yg slalu kerja kuat tok family saye !
abah saye .. orang yg sgt sy syg atas dunia nie.
walao dye jarang tunjok syg dye . p mase kecik bile sy slalu majok die la yg pjok. ta terbalas jase dye membesarkan saye ^^ (sedey)








this is ma  MAMA

she the one who gave birth to me ^_^
without her., myb i neva see the world.
takan kenal ape2. love her :)











picture of  MAMI

so , this one is ma step mum.
dlu kteowng perna gado2...bese lha sy darh muda. fmly matter. p now da ok . da baek. ok lha :)












ma sista  ALONG...

nie yg sulong. p dye pendek cket dri kteowng myb ikot opah kowt. nenek belah mama. n mate dye besa cm ikan lolong. HAHA .
dlu kteowng ta rapat sebb dye dri form 1 stay at asrama  p bile da besa we jd close. so ya..cant live without her. skunk dye da keje so slalu mtk dwet dye. haha. kan ade benefit dye :)








dak shomel ANGAH , ^_^ (sy yg pasan, lao na muntah ignored jew . haha )

nie la sy..ok op koz lha da kenal sebb kowunk dok bace blog kte an..ngee2
sy yg shomel, cute , cntek, menawan . gojez, haha
sabo jela..pasaan jew..
okeh ! sy mang ngadew plus gediks tahap cipan
antare fmly sy lew plg aktif cket ! haha. HALAL jela. :)









nie the weirdo ACIK !!

mayb sebb mama tgl mase dye kecik ag so dye nie idop lam dunia dye sndrk.. huhu susa gak an. dye suke dop lam blek seharian..smpaikan kteowng tatao dye ade kew ta.
dlu lha..skunk da ok cket kowt..if kteowng gelak2 dye ta gelak..aduyaii.. p dye plg pndai skali bab2 stdy just dye nie pmls ya amat, n messy gler,.tension sy dong !
p dye nie cgt murh aty,,dye ta berkire bab dwet kew ape..hoho. sy slalu pao dye oppss kadg2 jew, :)
owg slalu ckp dye akak sy..wahaha
n dye pown ckp sy adek dye,,ngeh2




zakman aka MOMOK

nie lha momok ! mam byk kowt. p dye pemain rugbi..merate malaysia da dye g..myb sebb kakak2 dye sume gal..so dye nie chengeng cket ! aish. p skunk da besa umo 14 da taon nie..haha da pndai dew mkwe..hoho n tadew pic dye sowunk lam smpnn sy..sebb dye ta suke bergmba..aiyak


kakak or RINA

tadew pic latest nie yg last year punye..huhu..skunk da gemok da..haha..tatao sebb dye kecik ag dye ikot jew kakak2 dye. haha erm..tggu lha bile dye besa cmne naty. huhu




ADAM 

dak nie..kne geleng pale lu bwu leyh cter..aiyaa..mang nakal gle..yg dye sayang kartoon2 dye..ben 10 kew ape kew..adush bab kate kne berebut tv nan dye. dala kuat majok lao ta kne cket. da uh ske gusti2 owg..sume pengarh kartoon. mang sy blame kartoon 100%. ! suke wat muke pelik2 lao amek pic. nie kre cumel la..lao ta mlot jebek lha..lida kuar lha..cm2  (tru akak dye letew) haha






MOK

nie lha.. tmpt sy bermnje dlu hee..guess umo dye bpe..p still cergas ag..asih ,dye yg jge kami dlu..byk bntu fmly kami..tadew dye tatao la.. syg dye cgt.. :)












i think i da kenal an sume mmbers of the zachary family :) hehe
we fight a lots. but we love a lots too..

little words ^^

assalamualaikum..
well, 1st thing 1st, lama da ta update belog nie, da berhabuk sarang tkos, lampir sume ade. hik2 (buat2 gelak) so for this moment on the veri honor month which is Ramadhan (fasting month) . i would like to apologize who the things that i did wrong to u guys.. lha ! cm owg bace lak kan. hehe. ape2 pown. bln nie cgt bermkne..dan saye rase sy jd lebey sabar. n dis year gak cm bese lots of things happen.

mule2 na crite pasal ma life. ok2 jew..just ade 1 due probs wif collge. management kolej nie trok cket..myb slow so mnde yg ta septt nye happen. berlaku gak. so kne overcome mnde tu. yg len ok ag..erm tadew yg menarik pown. nie second sahur yg ke 3..which mean alhmdllh diizinkan ag oleh nye ..(idop ag, sempt ag na bertaubat) hek2. baju raye? erm da hantar jahit da. 2 pasang. ngee ^^ tema this eid is grey..whole fmly wearing grey so, even abah ckp gey tuh suram. but dsbbkan sy yg mengdecide kan nye kne la ikot..wahaha. slalu nye sy nie yg mncadangkan n automatik cdgn dterima n dtutup..haha owg len ok jew sume..

stop bout me. so next is ma fmly ouh yew..semlm 22/7 is ma lil bro besday. well present ta bg ag..sebb dye stay kat ostel. abah beli jam kat dye. so saye ngah kegawatan ekonomi nie, haha. postpone lu adiah nye..sume ok.. acik pown ok..kadang2 biase la gado2 an..p family is family no matter what. heart each of them !

the next thing is. ma sweet sugar candy .. Ahamd Shaher Zaradi. ngeh2..gatai eh..asek dye jew an..alek2 ckp sal dye jew..wee sukee laa..die pown da keje. just started working aceli. and i think 2 weeks a go we meet..saye g kat kuantn. gmok da c shenget uh! hehe.. just one things jew. 1/9 ingt na g sane. emy kawen p dsbbkan uma emy dekat nan uma dye so shaher ta brape na kasi lew sy g..well his family alim cket tadew mslh nan saye just yela terkilan taleyh g..neway i hope naty perkahwinan emy diberkati Allah s.w.t

erm..next is..tadew da kowt tu jeew dlu..ngee ^^ just saye bersyukor terhadap ape yg diberikan pada saya..hope life is always interesting as it should be :)

hurm.. :(

dear blog,
something about it hapen today that make me wanna drop a tears again. u know how sensitive i am. hurm. maybe there is a mistake that i do..that i will not understand. i am so sad losing about friends that i know long enough but cool enough to know that they are not worth it.. so plz god give me a strength to cure and give me some strength not just to cure but also to make ma life stronger and i hope i cant just deal with it according time. so ryt now. am so heartbroken. what they did to me is like they not even ma friends. but soke now..i forgve them. n i hope they will happy with their life. wat i ask is just make ma heart little big stronger n dont make me so chengeng..always cry and so sensitive.

deep in ma heart

assalamualaikum..
hye guys..i mean hey blog..u know how much it hurt when ur closed friend betrayed u? i hurt BADLY..am not sure whether is ma fault or they just pretend to be ma friend ..i felt like ..i dunt know wat i felt aceli..i just felt hurt n cry...for wat reason just Allah know y..so i sat down..take a deep breath and think..what should i do? keep hurting each other or pray for them,,so i decide i dunt wanna heart them..they used to be ma friends..closed friends..i laugh..i cry..myb for me they are a good friends of mine..not to them..i dunt wanna b like them. i stop. watching wateva they wanna do..it hurt but still..i just keeping on silent. y u've change if u still acting like before. so, i've change. i dunt wanna b like somethg that i'll regret later. silent is the best cure for me. i hope they will see. i hope they will realize..n i pray for them too.. to be closed like before ..am not sure..sometime or for now be matured so not a bad thing ..take it as positive as u can..i used to love them..even now i still dunt hate them..just sadness...friends ..i dunt know what its mean to u..but for me...friends is ma life as much i need every things else.
bye....

just merepek

lame suda ta update teros dari laptop..sangat malas n very bz..aceli lots of things happen..trust me. erm. na i citer? ta payah la..malas na tulis panjang2..so conclusion..everythng suck! n ade yg ok kowt..kowt la..p tamo cter sedey2..so na cter yg epi2..haha..
 ok 1st thing is i got a present..yeah! is a mini kurung. or u can say kurung moden..ma hubby bought it..i ta tgk ag..otw on pos..mayb da smpai i ta g tgk ag..ouh..cant wait..excited..naty ble i da pakai i show here..haha..n sad thg pown ade..ma friends. gado2 nanez..air mate..gelak2..ok gals!..i dunno..is like susa na b someone yg kte syg mase time susa sebb jaoh..yg leyh wat only dgr jew...erm..owh skunk cty midsem da na abes, esok ciap2 na alek kolej da..erm..god cepat nye..aish..n ta saba na tggu result..haha arap2 la gempak..jgn gempok doh ar..haha....
what is interesting in life is it difficult..street dance,..hahaha
kadang2 cter cm uh leyh bagi inspiration..holalala..
ok move on move on nothg to say..i na bla da..mlsnye..aish..k la see u next update k..byee

bangang

Hye y'all

Aq cm bangang ase nan idop aq. Mara satu hal. Kwn satu hal. Bf satu hal. Aq tatao ape mslh..kwn n kne jge aty kunk majok. Pdhal ko sembg cm @#%&*..pas uh masam muke nan aq. Aq elek jew..dala dok serumh. Uma sewa na kne baya nie. Kate dis month ttbe ari sbtu nie lak..aduyaii..abes aq na ckp pew lak kat abh aq..ari uh da ckp lan 3 skunk ckp len lak. Dan2 la abh aq ckp pew..aish..mang mengeluh ar..pas uh bg aq lak. Aq just trase pasl msj jew. Nan owg len msj leh jew. Nan aq kejp pown taleyh..pas uh col na ckp dye col la gak..abes lao cm uh aq nie cpe..bukn awek dye kew..bek ta pyh dew balak cm uh. Hurmm..sedey aq cmnie..sape na paam aq..ble aq mara ckp pew mslh aq! Ta perna na try paam aq. Lao pompn len leyh plak tye itu ini pasl gal len..abes aq nie tunggul kew. Pnat aty aq cm gni..sala aq kew???

Wei kowunk tolg ar jgn serbt an otak aq..dala pasl pidato uh aq taao mnde ag..hurmm..bodo r..aty kowunk jew aq n kne aim. Aty aq pew cer?! Aq tadew pasaan kew..aq sedey la cmnie..

Td aq p amek gmbar pasport pas uh teringt na cuci gmba dye skali.. Aq pown cuci r 2kepg. Saiz 6r. Aq tatao pas nie aq leyh tahan kew..cbe lao kteowng cm dlu..kan best..sume mnde da change

Aq wndu lily...kat cni sume pretend. Pura2 jew..kak mar aq wndu ko..mlm2 aq ske mkn uma ko..kt cni t best..aq ta suke..abh lak ta paam..n aq dop cni jew..ta paam kew aq pown n freedom aq..sala kew aq dok kat luaq..mslh la sume..

Bukn nye aq na derhke p ank owg len bole jew. .bukn nye aq gal ta panai jge dri. Lao ta da lme aq jdik cm owg len.. Sume mnde serbut..tadew yg ok. Aq try na change. Be a better person. Npe tadew owg na support. Npe kne ade owg saket an aty aq. Aq dew wat mnde ta bek jew kat kowunk. Aq pown na life aq ok. Aq tao nie dugaan..aq try tabah an aty..kdg2 aq nanes sowunk2. .aq ta kuat na hadapi. Aq mang lemh. P aq try move on. Kowunk ta paam lao kowunk ta dtmpat aq. Kwn2 sume ingt aq ok. Wtpe na tnjok dri ta ok..p lam aty penoh nan luka. Npe jd cmnie. Bole kew aq idop nan gni.

Abah aq ade cter2..

B i pown dew pasaan

Kowunk..aq pown mnsia

Bole kew kowunk bukk mate hty try paam aq. Aq ta mntk byk..cket pown jd laa..aq na susn idop aq sndri..lao aq dew wat sala tego. Aq na blaja dri kesilpn. Aq tanak cm dak bodo tatao pape idop cm tadew tujuan. Aq kenal agme aq. Ya! Aq byk wat sala. Sape ta pernan!? P aq try baiki dri aq. Aq hye makluk Allah yg lemh. Byk perlu aq sedri. Plz la tolg aq. Aq na epi..sume dew mslh an. P plzz aq mtk jgn tmbh..kowunk ta ade kat tmpt aq. Fmly aq cmne. Kowunk tatao..nmpk epi..p jujonye ta pown.

Ya Allah...kao kuat an hamba mu ini..

Aq say sory lao aq dew wt sala nan kowunk.  P skunk aq btol tatao..dat y aq amek keptsn aq diam an dri..

B lao u ase i nie nyusah an u. Tpew i paam. I takan susa an u..abah lao abh ase angh nie trok.angh mtk maap. Slamw nie angh try n epian abh. Na wat abh gmbra. Wlao kdg2 angh byk saket an aty abh..angh mtk maap ta dpt jd cm abh na. Kwn2 aq ta perna na wat kowunk masam muke nan aq. Trase nan aq. P kowunk knw seda. Pk bfre talk. Aq tao aq ta smpurna p aq try jd terbek. Aq arap kowunk bole paam aq..

Tu jew..aq syg kowunk sume.

Assalamualaikum...

Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4

thing that happen

bestie at ktn

ma love and only one

dis ring..dye yg plh..love itt

assalamualaikum..

hye guys..

slame i ta write nie lots of things happen..byk cgt..susa na descrbe one by one. bende buwok ade..baik ade..sedey happy..p yg bole i ckp spnjg tu it help me learn n be more carefull. ermm. bwu jew blek dri ktn semlm..hapy laa an. p ade yg sedey gak. utk secnd aniversery me n him. mse kat sne ttbe i got a pain at ma ulu haty..dye gelabah sgt..worried gle dye..i thankfull. stdy ok ag. tadew yg pressure cgt..p ma laptop wosak so i use fon to onl. urghh ta best..dat y mls na update blog..hehe..so i na share pic kteowng...k byee..hope u guys hav a nse day..

Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4