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assalamualaikum..
haip2 all!!...

tettt..tension..fuhh...dis week crazy btoi!..sangat memBZkan hoho !
n byk kuar dwet gak ! perh ta smpai 2,3 ari dekat rm2000 abess,,pewitt..bkn 200 hengget..dua ribu ringgit .
boros kew gue? agak lah..aish..tu pown pakai2 raye lom beli ag an? adush!  so tomolo ar ..i got a pelezentation maa..so ar. am still not prepare lorr..aiyaa..ini macam ar tara bole jadi woo..gimana ini ar..lagi pula ar, nunu sama itu mimi still unknown to sign ar..aiyaa..ini olang ar mna pegi pown tara tao ar..sula lupa ka..plesentation ar..so ar esok jugaa wa ala test lor..pec maa..aiyaa..ini tala bisa..aiyaa...

adush pehal slang chines nie..ish.wat i try to say is, i really have erm bz week..also i have iftar at horisson garden hotel tomolow arr..aish..esok maa..cgt penad ooww..n bju for that iftar pown tadew ag nie..arghhh..tension ar
cmne nie? OMG !!! aishh...tension ! erm..penad la weyh ! n futhermore am very happy that ma lens just arrived and ma dress also..but am kinda unsatisfied with that dress coz is kind of different from the picture. but wat can i do..da purchased an?. so take it jela..aish. n also da post bju melayu shaher. cgt jaoh maa..jln kaki..sgt FUCK ! pos laju da ta take parcel from kprmkb ag coz sume da manage kat kptm lembah sireh..so am suppose to walked about i dont 15 mnts..to just post out the bju mlyu..aiyaa..so thirsty u know..i the middle of hot temperature . i think i break in up ma fasting but u  know..i dont! n am pround wif maself! hahaha. taley blaa...kih ^_*

papepown..got the day! so..hope u guys too..
gtg !
ttyl . byeee

DREAM

just staring at the screen..still try to figure out what should i write tonight. while drinking gain 5 formula by Dr Rozmey that assume we will gain weight faster..errkk..i know sound cliche but still i try to gain weight with every effort that i have..haha..ok just forget about it. maybe after i think my body have a different then i'll tell u about it. right now i have no idea what to write in here. so, ermm..what about i tell u guys about what i do today? urm,,naaaaa..u'll fed up! hurmm..ma bf? yuckkk..alwayss.s..ok then..what about ma FUTURE???

erm..nice..ok lets start with what am gonna do after this...erm..i have lots in ma mind..after i graduate..n while am stdying! i think u guys know that am taking a business management, but is not that i just take..i love it..business is really ma passion. i really like it..i mean ..maybe after raya then i;ll open a online boutiqe in fb. u know to try ma startegies or whatsoever plan that i learn n make it real. well of course that i have a few partners. i mean u know. we need a money to do something n ma best friend n ma sister will be ma business partners . so, they will help a lot. we are going to sell hijab n few of shirt for start. n then add stuff after we think the business is going well. i hope n i pray that it will work out on uh! Insayaallah :)

erm..maybe when ma bf have a proper work..i mean ya he;s working now but still not stable enough to be a husband n am sure when the time is right then we will get marry.. is been a plan all along..that after i graduate and he got a better job . we are going to get marry. erm..actually this is also ma future plan as well. n of course that i will pass excellently in studies. and i hope that ma dad agree with me. that a big prob, but we need to pray to Allah to bless us and to make a easy way for us right? am pretty sure ma dad will understand. ^_^

next is, am gonna work and find an assets to ma future and ma kids. Haha . i think if i have a strength to dream so i should have a dream to do so. so what about your? if u have ur dream dunt scared to pursuit it. dont allowed people say u cant do it just because they cant. n try hard even if u have to lose everything for the beginning ..whenever u try hard n u pray n u believe..u will have everything in the end. and that moment u can smile n say.. i deserve every single bite of it! 

so i hope that u can follow ur dream like i try to follow mine. even to other people your dream is impossible but it is yours. not theirs . u have right make it happen or to just let go. sometime we need them ignorant to make us strong to prove them wrong !!

believing yourself !