Assalamualaikum sume,
Perh lame nye ta update beloq nie.. Huhu. Bukan tamo update p cam malas and kind of dont know what to share. so malam nie rase macam na update cerita2 yang da lame ..
Hee .
so, this week i cuti seminggu after test 1, best la da lame ta cuti kan. tadew la buat ape2 sangat. just jumpe family yang da lame ta jumpe. gathering n have fun together, best la sebab dowunk sporting giler. Hehe. family belah Mama yang kat kuantan. so kte2 pergi Gambang waterpark have fun kat sane and i alek uma opah kejap.
makngah plak mang suke bercakap, abes sume mende dye na cerita mang best la, even da lame sangat ta jumpe. so shaher pown ta awkward la with my family. i will put on the picture after this, so wait for a while ok.. Haha,
ok then, after gambang holidays semua tu, i alek ruma lah, then on ma way back to Kota Bharu, i got a text mssge, from ma boyfie. he just weirdo.. try to pick a fight when im gone. then we fought maybe like a day. so, after that we kind of cool. hard for me to say thing is like a rain, sometime it just raining even sky is bright. we neva know how life will be.. right?
ok, stop about those things. the most hard time when ma friends stop talking to me? maybe me is not that her friends type of wateva but stop talking to me?? are u serious? i sont know maybe i did someting bad to her or she just dont like me. but i pray for her n i dont wanna make thing gone worst. so i hope that u realize that i always wanna be ur friends even till now u wont spoke to me like before.
and ma mum. she's moving out, i dont know what to expect. she say nothing to us and now ..its broke ma heart for sure.
so, u know we neva expect life as we want. sometime it could be worst than we thought and sometime it will make u happy, bout i hope we all being bless by Allah.
earlier, i just came back from mosque, there happen to be a tilawah al-quran competition for ma area, after all the qari and qariah recite their quran. we have been serve by a group of young boys from sekolah agama, am not sure which school but their voices so deep in ma heart until now, its so wonderful and so beautiful.. i just dont know how to describe it. huhu.. u should hear them really.!
so what i wanna try to say with ma entry this time is, u really should take ur life for granted. u know no matter how bad ur life is, try to change them. trust me, sometime i think ma life is really bad and i just wanna live that way coz i thought that is no way out and i think Allah wont give me other opportunity to surrender, but the truth is, He always give us a second change, no matter ho many second change u ask before we die or before the world is over, u know its is the end of the world. i just wanna be a good girl and obey His ordered, sometime i fail, we just a human being we always do some mistake,so in order to be on his way, u need to follow his rule. i try ma best maybe i still weak on somewhere but i hope He hear me..
so i hope u guys to, try to change ur life, if u can stop what u think is bad than u will be strong enough to start what u should do as a muslim. i hope ma journey will ohsem, am sure it will. im hoping for urs too.
best of luck with wateva u do, i love u guys..xoxo
p/s: im playing guitar with ohsemness!!! Haha .
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nie, just married couple kat kanan, pokde n mokde n in the middle makngah and ma kazens. ank2 dia letew.. Hehe |
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nie? Hee, added ma boyfie jew together, <3 |
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of course la ma cousin . atikah bawu form 1 |
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paris saint german. Hee. koya sweet lenie.. |
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i pray that one day u will be halal n officially mine. ^_^ pray for us guys, |