dear blog,
something about it hapen today that make me wanna drop a tears again. u know how sensitive i am. hurm. maybe there is a mistake that i do..that i will not understand. i am so sad losing about friends that i know long enough but cool enough to know that they are not worth it.. so plz god give me a strength to cure and give me some strength not just to cure but also to make ma life stronger and i hope i cant just deal with it according time. so ryt now. am so heartbroken. what they did to me is like they not even ma friends. but soke now..i forgve them. n i hope they will happy with their life. wat i ask is just make ma heart little big stronger n dont make me so chengeng..always cry and so sensitive.
Friday, April 20, 2012
Sunday, April 15, 2012
deep in ma heart
assalamualaikum..
hye guys..i mean hey blog..u know how much it hurt when ur closed friend betrayed u? i hurt BADLY..am not sure whether is ma fault or they just pretend to be ma friend ..i felt like ..i dunt know wat i felt aceli..i just felt hurt n cry...for wat reason just Allah know y..so i sat down..take a deep breath and think..what should i do? keep hurting each other or pray for them,,so i decide i dunt wanna heart them..they used to be ma friends..closed friends..i laugh..i cry..myb for me they are a good friends of mine..not to them..i dunt wanna b like them. i stop. watching wateva they wanna do..it hurt but still..i just keeping on silent. y u've change if u still acting like before. so, i've change. i dunt wanna b like somethg that i'll regret later. silent is the best cure for me. i hope they will see. i hope they will realize..n i pray for them too.. to be closed like before ..am not sure..sometime or for now be matured so not a bad thing ..take it as positive as u can..i used to love them..even now i still dunt hate them..just sadness...friends ..i dunt know what its mean to u..but for me...friends is ma life as much i need every things else.
bye....
hye guys..i mean hey blog..u know how much it hurt when ur closed friend betrayed u? i hurt BADLY..am not sure whether is ma fault or they just pretend to be ma friend ..i felt like ..i dunt know wat i felt aceli..i just felt hurt n cry...for wat reason just Allah know y..so i sat down..take a deep breath and think..what should i do? keep hurting each other or pray for them,,so i decide i dunt wanna heart them..they used to be ma friends..closed friends..i laugh..i cry..myb for me they are a good friends of mine..not to them..i dunt wanna b like them. i stop. watching wateva they wanna do..it hurt but still..i just keeping on silent. y u've change if u still acting like before. so, i've change. i dunt wanna b like somethg that i'll regret later. silent is the best cure for me. i hope they will see. i hope they will realize..n i pray for them too.. to be closed like before ..am not sure..sometime or for now be matured so not a bad thing ..take it as positive as u can..i used to love them..even now i still dunt hate them..just sadness...friends ..i dunt know what its mean to u..but for me...friends is ma life as much i need every things else.
bye....