hye hye guys..
na cerita ape yang jadi sepangjang hari nie. well tadew mnde la sangat tapi terasa i da wat keputusan. i mean in just a whole day i really made up ma mind just dont dare enough to do it.
HAHA (mengom la kaw niw) k2 sudah2. tapi atleast i da made up ma mind an? susah tao. kowunk ade? ade? ade? tadew an!? hahaha. yehaa yeahaa.. na tao ta pew dye? tgk perrenggan kedua hahaha,
perkara pertama dye, i col dye actually. on men.. y did u col him?! I KNOW HEY. p i just miss him sho much.. i really do mean it sho much, when i heard his voice i just cry. n cant talk. dis id true ok? sangat sedey. btol nie. ta tpu,! uwaa..i col him twice! errr ya twice . i just dunt know why. so after i talk with him i still
SAD ! its weird, but after that i cry. n i col trah, takj wif her for a while n still i cant b calm so i col reyna. but she dont pick up. n after that i col adda. just listen what she said to me. make me think. i mean no one said that to me. not that no one neva advise me. but i mean in text we dont hear their voice ryt? so am thinking...shes ryt! n i text emy. who is a reyna's bf. actually befre this happen i ask him to send ma a picture of shaher without anyone know it. so i tell him . its not necessary anymore. he ask me wat wrong?! i just said nothing and its not worth it. well after that i slept. when i woke up i saw his text. he said that just b cool. he will find u. i mean if that true. but i know him. he willl not. he just want me to find him. so i think it really over between us.
FYI. its being two days am not on fb! why? it actually because of that relationship with him on fb. is like for me when i fbking after dis. it gonna b over. am gonna b remove that relationship, but now am scared! am not ready yet! i just not ready, mayb i will login ma fb when i totally let go of him. n that day. i just dont know when! i hope it will b soon. its true. when to many time u just deal with dis pain. it not that hurt anymore, its not like d 1st time he did it. i mean that time was horrible to remmber. huhu just get over it .
i never lie. until now i neva hate him. just sad. his love neva strong enough to stop that. i cant blame on him. its his choice. its true ryt? is like the 1st time he did, its a mistake. but when he keep doing it. its his choice. he dont care people around him. he just think of his self . n is like me.! the 1st time i forgive him. its something we should do. but everytime i keep forgive him , is ma choice. i want to be with him. n suffer. n take whateva he did. but now mayb i leave him is a good thing.
i neva said he is bad man. he's nice. that why
i like him i love him ! whateva or wheneva we got in fight he neva curse at me. say something bad. put his hand on me. not even that high note,! so that's goodness on him! wheneva am wif him. is like a beautiful thing that has come to me. the moment wif him is like anythng dont matter. is like in this world they just have both of us. that's love ryt? i really really really really really love him. i know how stupid i am. but is the best thing happen to me. even the price to b with him is very high. ist hurt. but now.,,i need to realize that the sweet moment that i have is a lie. i dunt know whether is true or not. is not matter anymore. i mean is just a dream to get marry with him n have a child. hahaha. am just a fool. neva mind anyway. actually is kind of run from the topic. hahaha back to the main point. so after that text from emy. i kind of thinking that they are ryt. they have someone for me. who really love me. who really know how to tek k of ma feeling. hurm..
so i found this on google hehe. its kind of inspired. take a look.
so anyway, this is the best choice ryt now. i hope this is. !
adios amigos now.